I’m not crazy…

“We are what we pretend to be, so be careful about what we pretend to be.”-Kurt Vonnegut

I suffer the disability of having a mental illness and I am not ashamed to share this with you, because I am ok and happy to be exactly me.

Society sadly prejudges us for our past mistakes and behaviors breeding fear and anxiety for those suffering with any illness or disability. I think this prevents many from getting help sooner in life and finding the happiness they deserve. ย I had to show the people who loved me and most importantly myself that I was deserving of happiness, which takes time and patience.

On September 13, 2014 I got married again. I didn’t just get married again to anyone, I got married again to the same man I had married eleven years ago. I married him because, ย I believe I deserve to be loved, trusted and forgiven. I also want to share that I survived and it is possible for people to change and make a difference in the world, leading by example and from the heart.

Today, I surround myself with positive people who share my passion for life and are cheering with me to live a life filled with #365DaysofJoy. We celebrate one another and all the simple accomplishments, hurtles and goals we achieve. We all deserve happiness and as human beings that requires compassion and empathy for others. You never know what battles someone is facing, so be mindful of that when you teach your children and when you walk out into the world everyday.

I am eternally grateful that I have been given the courage and strength to share this message with you all and in sharing, my hope is that it will inspire others to get the help they need and find the happiness they deserve.

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3 thoughts on “I’m not crazy…

  1. Lexa

    I am so glad I stumbled upon your blog. It is brilliant. And your awesomeness just shines off the screen. From one Rachel to another, happy blogging and enjoy this amazing life we have been given. ๐Ÿ˜ƒ I empathise with so much of what you say. You are so brave. It is only when we have experienced such lows that we witness great beauty. X

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    1. ctgirlonthego Post author

      Wow thank you so much for your feedback. I really appreciate your kind words. What started out as a therapeutic journey, has turned into more of a sense of responsibility, with the hope I can inspire positive change.

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